rainy days

Rainy days and monday's always get me down. Even thou it is actually Friday..I still got to work today. It's only 10am-2pm, but still part of me wishes I didn't have to go. Just been really depressed lately. My job is just that-a job. nothing exciting. Gary is STILL out of work. Bills still coming in--more money keeps going out than what is coming in. I wished he help me out more around the apartment. Cleaning up after himself for starters. I feel like and indentured servant. Had to get a new air conditioning unit, ours died. Problem was we didn't know it until 2 days after of "being hotter inside than it was outside" days. It was still very hot outside, during those days-so we didn't put two and two together until our over $200.00 electric bill came in the mail. live and learn. Hope Gary will get another unemployment check in the mail-he got ONE after they approved the appeal, and now nothing. He claims every time he tries to get on the states website to file his weekly certification, that site is so slow it will give you a "sorry for the delay-please try again later" box when you are only a little bit into filling out your info. I don't think he's even tried to attempt it again. All I've seen him do with an enthusiastic fervor is play that damned WOW on-line. I hate that game. I find myself comparing him to my ex in so many ways. I know that's not a good thing to do. My ex did hurt me in so many ways, ways that I probably don't even know about at this time. Gary said he'd take care of me-but I don't think "this" qualifies. Can't wait until the next time we come home for a visit.....Can't wait until the next time we move back home/or closer to it for good.